February 9, 2015

The Plan

Dear Birthmom,

I'm a person who loves a good plan...(yeah, I'm that freak who gets a kick out of planning out the day to the t). Throughout our adoption adventure...I've pushed, pushed, and pushed for a plan. What's the plan? How are we going to accomplish it? What are the next steps?

But you know what i've learned...NOTHING HAS GONE ACCORDING TO "THE PLAN". Nothing. Shouldn't that freak me out? I'm learning...NO...it hasn't. I've felt oddly still as of late. I have no idea what that means...but I've just felt the need to be still, not to worry, breath, trust and let go.  Have faith...it's all going to be okay.

Love,
Jamie