Where to jump back in though? So much has changed...in way's I feel like we're in a completely different world than we were before Lucy came. SO. Many. Thoughts. SO. Many. Feelings.
How we've blinked...and our baby is now a little girl? How did that happen!? She is the sweetest little lady, she's kind, and sensitive, silly and sassy, curious and so dang cute. How did we get so lucky to have her in our lives? Sometimes we just lay in bed at night, looking at pictures of her, still in disbelief that she's here in our family. How did we get so lucky?
I wasn't ready for the pain though. The loss. The pain of the loss of her birth family. It ACHES. Everyday...wondering how they are, if they are okay. Wishing there was someway we could make things better for their family. I'm still trying to process this pain, and work through it...give it words. They're story isn't ours to tell...and the door is always open to them, because they will always be a part of us...and we will always love them.
